the Blahs

I want to know my grades! I know of one grade..and 'A' which is more than cool, but If I was just reassured that the other 3 grades are of that calibur I would be less stressed. I hate waiting.

Okay...so I still haven't touched my laundry, and as for the surprise party...didn't happen...entirely. I was sorta swept away by Tom and Sonya, we had a nice dinner, and then we sat in a hot tub and then bounded over to see i, robot. We laughed, and we saw a ton fo bat flying outside getting thier dinner.

THe rents got me an ice cream cake, mmmmmmmmm, very yummilicious. Today I had lunches with Ann, and that was nice to see her, then I cam home and blahed. I tried to play games and I tried a nap, and nothing. Perhaps I just need to take a hold of myself and shake myself silly until I come to my senses enough to do my laundry. Crystal has been lounging around all day and I think that she is bored too, though she seems purrfectly content to just lie around and be comfy anyhow.

I still haven't gotten the things I ordered from ebay and it is really starting to make me angry, I look for mail every day and then get doubly dissapointed when nothing comes.

I turned on the light, so perhaps that will motivate me to start getting my life in order. I hope the rest of the year isn't like this. Really though, if I start slipping into the swamps of saddness that will be the end of me, I know it.

I can look forward to camping though, sitting lazily on the beach without a care in the world, not worrying about driving home or anything, I can just get a chair, and a book or two and just sit on the beach listening to the waves even take a nap if I want to...I don't know.

I really have nothing I should be complaining about. I guess I am just in one of those blah moments.

o/~ ... o/~

I can't even think of a good music quote...how pathetic.

I am not even going to go into how much I want a STABLE DSL connection that just doesn't randomly STOP when I am in the middle of DOING THINGS!

see ya